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generalfrings: (Heerim madrid 2001)

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generalfrings: (KTR book reading)

 
I finished reading Suzanne Collins' A Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes this Monday.

I have to admit that my enjoyment of the story, or even willingness to stick with it, was quite tenuous at the beginning. I spent a good part of the novel scared that it would turn out in a way I did not want it to, and in mentally preparing myself to be let down, I wasn't really taking in the story I was being told. Instead of reading the book in front of me, I was reading a story I thought I was getting told: a nebulous amalgamation of dozens of stories I've read before in the same theme that I deeply disliked.

Once I stopped underestimating Suzanne Collins and actually let her tell me her damn story, I found myself engaged and finished reading it in a couple of days.

Spoilers for the full book and its ending behind the cut as I explain further.


Spoilers be within )

While the main trilogy was certainly quite the criticism of capitalism, I found this book much better in that sense, and there are a few reasons for that.

Firstly: the trilogy allows a much wider space to be placed between the reader and the characters. The concept is so brutal that it feels outlandish, and the allegories feel distant enough that it leaves space for things like our real world media replicating the Capitol's media with nary a blink. Not only that, but it also leaves distance for things like an international audience (including myself) not even realizing the books are set in the U.S.A. until it was made explicit by the latter movies. I don't necessarily fault Collins for that, mind; it just is what it is, and we can't really control what people will read into our story regardless of our intention or even skill.

So, I quite like how this book puts that (along with other things) sharply into focus. We do know now that this is happening in the U.S.A., but this time that feels even more grounded, I think partly because it's set in the past and brings things like the technology described to an easily recognizeable point from our real world (the movies are especially guilty of using high-tech visuals that, again, put the audience farther away from the allegories).

Speaking of other things that this book brings into focus, the second thing I wanted to mention: the POV. The original trilogy is a personal story that is set in the fight for survival under systemic oppression and the fight to bring down those same systems. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that the main trilogy leaves the systemic part of capitalism unaddressed, but when we bond and sympathize with the main characters of a story, our emotional processing of the themes and the narrative will often be almost inextricable from them. We feel for Katniss, Peeta, and others, and our understanding of the rest of the world surrounds that.

We don't empathize with Snow, though. And I think that's partly why Collins gets to really explore how systems of oppression are 'established', and, more importantly, maintained, in this book. In the absence of that bond, there is room for that.

I might make another post specifically about how she does this with the cast of characters of this book, because that's an essay in itself, but I surprisingly think Sejanus might be my 'favourite' character. I don't like him but he is a key part of some of my favourite things the book addresses regarding capitalism. Sejanus (and other characters) demonstrate attempts at changing a system while being part of it, and how even 'good' people who don't want to benefit from oppression still do... and how misguided it can be to believe that how they (we) feel is in and of itself of any value to the fight or to the people being more oppressed.

When we were in Katniss' POV, our perspective of the Capitol and its people was from below. Regardless of any divisions that may or may not exist in the opressor class, from this POV all we can really see is the distance between us and them, and how much they benefit from the District's and Katniss's opression: they are all 'guilty'. And I'm not saying that's wrong, but it's also not the full picture. In Snow's POV, we get to actually see how this division of classes plays out, all the way from the top (which is much more fractured than we - Katniss and readers - may be led to believe) to the bottom (which is also fractured).

So about those fractures: Where I'm from, we name social classes from top down as A, B, C (and D), but also at times in a way that translates better to the way anglocentric spheres refer to them, high, middle, and low. This book so effectively shows the sub-divisions in all of these. Sure the middle class exists, but within it we have the lower middle class and the higher middle class. Those in the higher middle class often fully believe themselves to be in the high (A) class, and we get to see this play in the book.

Most of the Capitol would be said to be the high class, be it by themselves or by the Districts. Yet, when push comes to shove in a capitalist society, that illusion crashes down fast. The centering point of the Snows' financial woes, and how Collins sums capitalism down so well through the topic of food, displays this well. There's a specific incident that Snow witnesses during the worst of the war as people get desperate for food that is just such a direct metaphor to capitalism that it'd be crass and too heavy-handed if it was being written by another less skilled author, but Collins is too good for it to fall flat. SPOILER: it involves

spoiler ).

But the thing is, this story is set post-war, not mid-war. And in the post-war, we see how those beliefs and illusions that had gotten brutally cracked are put right back up, explicitly by the people affected by them.The Snows are only one of the families who do so: all of the higher middle class goes back to the facade of being high class, and no one wants to be reminded of how all it takes is one push for them to go hungry too.

And I'm not even close to talking about the low middle class topic in the book, and the cops Peacemakers. Lord, the Peacemakers! Why not take the chance and criticize the U.S.A. army, why it exists, and how it even gets to exist while we're at it, eh?

All of this is inside a pretty short book set in the first-person POV of a character we know to be a villain in the larger story. Again, in the hands of a less skilled author, pretty much all of it would fall flat and dangerously counter to the story that was told in the main trilogy. But this is not in the hands of a less skilled author, and if you let Suzanne Collins tell you the story she wants to tell, not the one you think you're going to hear, I reckon you might find it interesting, too.


generalfrings: (Water astronaut)


Station Eleven is quite good.

I'm not sure I would call it really, really good but I can say I really enjoyed it and that it's hooked me in a few different ways.

There's one thing though.

Throughout the earlier episodes, there is this story keeps getting quoted. (Well, actually, multiple stories do: Shakespeare's Hamlet, for one, and maybe other works by him, but I mean specifically this fictional comic book that arguably occupies the center stage of the story.) It's a comic book that gets shown many a time and that gets quoted in both internal and external dialogueand its writing really had me tempted to agree with Jeevan's later ruling on it: pretentious bullshit.

But then Episode 8 came about, and the phrase finally hit me: I remember damage.

I can't remember ever seeing a more succinct and accurate description of trauma before.

I remember damage.

Yeah.

I'm watching the final episode in a bit, and if nothing else I can say that this is a post-apocalyptic TV show that actually feels different, and that is already really saying something nowadays for western TV. I do recommend checking it out.


generalfrings: (GYR back window)

This was originally posted as a Twitter thread on July 6th 2022, in advance of chapter 2 of ship to oblivion.

Now expanding on the original thread: let’s talk about the cast of original characters (OCs) in this story, my inspirations and motivations, etc. You can click any of the pictures in this post to see the full resolution version.

My goals with ship to oblivion )
Rules of the world and timelines ) Creating the characters, character breakdown )

As I’ve mentioned before, creating original characters isn’t usually my favourite thing, and I tend to stay clear of them while writing fanfiction, but I’m happy with this cast I stumbled upon making. I’m also glad to see people enjoying their existence, so thank you.

If you’re curious about anything else related to this topic, or if you just want to let me know you enjoyed (or did not enjoy) this read, the comments are always open. I’m not one to usually share this type of thing because it can feel quite self-important, but I hope it was of some use to you.

Thanks for reading, and if nothing else, I guess this is a statement of the fact that everyone out there is a full person with their own lives, motivations, concerns and worries that still exist even if we’re not privy to or concerned with them. Be kind, yeah?

generalfrings: (GYR back window)

My good friend and beta reader told me to share more “making of” story insights—he’s always gotten those and really enjoyed them, and he said others certainly would too.

So this is a post about the second installment of the préparation series, ship to oblivion, how it came to be, and ballet.

How it came to be ) Yu Rim's voice ) Ballet )

 

Research notes and references )
generalfrings: (August Rush Cello)

god i don’t care about audiences and i don’t care about social media and i don’t care about followings and in-groups and popular cliques and big name fans and following individuals as the way to be a fan of something else

i care about connection and i care about community and about people feeling seen and being heard and having places they can feel they belong in and that they are doing it together - loving things together, not watching from the outside in and wishing to be in

[rachel berry voice] being a part of something special makes you special, right?

like i do not give a flying fuck but i care so fucking much and i am really, really tired.

there’s a post or thread or article or whatever it is that i saw going around somewhere again, about queer people who are community providers or pillars in one way or another; how so often you find that they’ve given others things that turns out they themselves never got to have

that notion has stuck with me differently these past couple of weeks,because this is now the point where i’ve officially crossed my imaginary line of two decades of being in fandom; and for the absolute great majority of those i’ve been at it enabling connections, building safe spaces and giving people homes

it’s my sixth year now away from home

i appreciate attention because who doesn’t like being seen and listened to, but i don’t want that like that. i don’t want to be up on stage because the point of the stage is not for us, it’s for the thing that’s brought us all here. because the point of the stage is that it’s up there out of reach while we are down here together eye-to-eye. whoever or whatever is up there can't even see us, barely even hear us as individuals either

i don't want people sitting and clapping politely when i'm done speaking, i want to say what do you think and for everyone to talk at once because they are able to, i want to get disagreed with added onto completely disproved absolutely utterly debunked and then completely justified or whatever the hell it may be. i want for others to not feel like they will never get the chance to be listened to too because we care enough to actually listen to them - not because they're Someone, but because they're someone

because we saw a place that could only accommodate a few spotlights and instead decided there are enough lights in the world for us to make a space well lit enough for everyone to be seen if they want to

i don't CARE what it's about.

how much more time will it take until i get to just come back home at the end of the day?

ultimately i think people are right, when we love we give others the things we never got to have because we know how important they are. i don't think i really realized for the longest time that making it happen for others doesn't make it happen for me, too; it's become a sore point that it often instead adds that gosh darned distance, pushes me kicking and screaming up onto that stage

i didn't ask for it, i didn't even build it, i was just making us a house but once i do i don't get to just live in it too

but if i don't build the house no one ever seems to. so either way i don't get to have the house, but at least in one scenario there is a house to speak of???

except that's not really how i feel at all, so. where that leaves us i have no flipping clue.

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préparation series
series tag link here on DW / ao3 series link
spotify songs playlist

first story

préparation (can you read my mind)

chapter 1 / chapter 2 / chapter 3 / chapter 4 / chapter 5

behind the scenes: setting up the olympic games / mapping out madrid

second story

ship to oblivion

chapter 1 / chapter 2 / chapter 3 / chapter 4


behind the scenes: creating the original characters / on ballet

 

third story

articulations

:)

 
fanart

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generalfrings: (Heerim silly)
Title: préparation (can you read my mind) [AO3 mirror] - Chapter 4
Author: [personal profile] generalfrings 
Rating: R
Fandom: 스물다섯 스물하나 (Twenty-Five Twenty-One)
Pairing/Characters: Na Hee Do/Go Yu Rim
Length: 59k words
Summary:

"Did you tour Madrid at all?" her mother asks over dinner.

Hee Do had rehearsed this answer. "I don't think about touring when I go abroad for a competition,” she tells her mother, just like she’d practiced. “I just want to sleep once it's over."

Which, to be fair, isn't not true.

Disclaimer )
Author's note: The story was extended from a one-shot, to a four chapters story, and then, here, to a five chapters story.

Chapters: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5

 

Chapter 4 )

 

generalfrings: (Yurim typing RU)
Title: préparation (can you read my mind) [AO3 mirror] - Chapter 3
Author: [personal profile] generalfrings 
Rating: R
Fandom: 스물다섯 스물하나 (Twenty-Five Twenty-One)
Pairing/Characters: Na Hee Do/Go Yu Rim
Length: 59k words
Summary:

"Did you tour Madrid at all?" her mother asks over dinner.

Hee Do had rehearsed this answer. "I don't think about touring when I go abroad for a competition,” she tells her mother, just like she’d practiced. “I just want to sleep once it's over."

Which, to be fair, isn't not true.

Disclaimer: Disclaimer )This work is a piece of fanfiction written under fair use and for entertainment only; as its author I earn no compensation in any form, including monetary, from its creation or publication.

Author's note: You might want to rewatch Hee Do and Yu Rim's match in Episode 15 real quick to get in the mood before we start. :)

BTW, in fencing an attack in preparation is a score granted when, despite your opponent beginning their action before you, you are the one who covers the distance and attacks before the opponent can finish preparing their action.
(For context, sabre fencing - which is what Hee Do and Ye Rim do - has "right of way" or priority rules for determining scoring, especially on seemingly simultaneous hits by the fencers: in extreme summary, the person that starts their offensive action first will generally be granted the point - unless their action gets parried or otherwise rendered incomplete - because they have the right of way until then. Attack in preparation is not a counter attack! Especially in higher levels of fencing, it would moreso require one to predict their opponent's action instead of reacting to it.)

Chapters: 
1 / 2 / 3 / 4

 

Chapter 3 )

 


generalfrings: (Yurim typing RU)
Title: préparation (can you read my mind) [AO3 mirror] - Chapter 2
Author: [personal profile] generalfrings 
Rating: R
Fandom: 스물다섯 스물하나 (Twenty-Five Twenty-One)
Pairing/Characters: Na Hee Do/Go Yu Rim
Length: 59k words
Summary:

"Did you tour Madrid at all?" her mother asks over dinner.

Hee Do had rehearsed this answer. "I don't think about touring when I go abroad for a competition,” she tells her mother, just like she’d practiced. “I just want to sleep once it's over."

Which, to be fair, isn't not true.

Disclaimer: Disclaimer )  This work is a piece of fanfiction written under fair use and for entertainment only; as its author I earn no compensation in any form, including monetary, from its creation or publication.

Author's note:To be clear, there has never been an Olympic Games in Madrid, so everything pertaining to that I made up. Also, in our world the Games happen on even years, but we're committing to the in-universe canon here. How the games actually work, mind, is based in reality. A lot of my inspiration for the Olympic grounds come from Madrid's 2016 proposal to host the Games, which you can look at here in case you're curious.

Chapters: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4

Chapter 2 )

 





generalfrings: (Yurim typing RU)
Title: préparation (can you read my mind) [AO3 mirror] - Chapter 1
Author: [personal profile] generalfrings 
Rating: R
Fandom: 스물다섯 스물하나 (Twenty-Five Twenty-One)
Pairing/Characters: Na Hee Do/Go Yu Rim
Length: 59k words
Summary:

"Did you tour Madrid at all?" her mother asks over dinner.

Hee Do had rehearsed this answer. "I don't think about touring when I go abroad for a competition,” she tells her mother, just like she’d practiced. “I just want to sleep once it's over."

Which, to be fair, isn't not true.

Author's note: Set during the 2001 Madrid Olympic Games. This story was written as soon as Episode 15 went on air (before the show was over). I translated the lyric excerpts quoted, so any mistakes are my own.

Disclaimer: Expand ) This work is a piece of fanfiction written under fair use and for entertainment only; as its author I earn no compensation in any form, including monetary, from its creation or publication.

Chapters: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4
/ 5

Chapter 1 )

 




generalfrings: (Yurim typing RU)
Title: glissé (AO3 mirror)
Author: [personal profile] generalfrings 
Rating: PG, pre-slash
Fandom: 스물다섯 스물하나 (Twenty-Five Twenty-One)
Pairing/Characters: Na Hee Do/Go Yu Rim
Summary:

Yu Rim has learned to speak up.
Hee Do finds out what it's like not to.
 
Disclaimer: The TV show Twenty-Five Twenty-One was written by Kwon Do Eun and is owned by Hwa&Dam Pictures. I do not own or purport to own Twenty-Five Twenty-One or any of its characters. All rights to Twenty-Five Twenty-One are owned by Hwa&Dam Pictures, tVN, and Netflix. This work is a piece of fanfiction written under fair use and for entertainment only; as its author I earn no compensation in any form, including monetary, from its creation or publication.

Author's note: This is set during and after Episode 14. Title is from the fencing move: the action of extending one's sword and grazing lightly (gliding) along the opponent’s blade, maintaining contact throughout.

Story behind the cut... )
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ali

ali
se

se alice
ali se visse
quanto alice viu
e não disse

se ali
ali se dissesse
quanta palavra
veio e não desce

ali
bem ali
dentro da alice
só alice
com alice
ali se parece

- Paulo Leminski

It's been quite a while that poetry doesn't catch my attention like this one did. (I had to pay two bucks because of some book I borrowed in 2007 before being able to borrow this Paulo Leminski collection.)

And another one just because it's an incredibly fun one:

tudo
que li
me
irrita
quando
ouço
rita
lee
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Title: More Than She Ever Thought

Author:[info]nandayarou

Rating: PG-13

Charaters/Pairing: Foreman/Thirteen

Author's Note: This is short. Really.

Summary: Sometimes she wondered if he wasn’t too much. 

Disclaimer: It's called fanfiction for a reason ;)

  

Read more... )
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first post! YAY!~ 
yeah, I'm leaving this post here just so I know when I first posted here, lol.

Since when I made my LJ I kinda forgot about it, then on 2006 (apparently) I decided to start posting on it, and then I don't know why I stopped, and now (2008) I'm back again.

although I don't know if I'll post in here or not, lol.

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